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Dispatch
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May
11
I had a very restless night last night; it was as if the ghosts of Everest
were haunting my sleep. A hundred and one thoughts crossed my mind as I relived
my final summit attempt of last year.
A myriad of thoughts and actions crossed my mind. This is one of the most emotional
times for a climber as he or she prepares for the summit attempt. Having read
the accounts of past triumphs and tragedies and having suffered the rigors
of high altitude and the pressures it puts on the body, climbers are acutely
aware of the fine line between success and disaster.
No matter how confident you are, it would be foolhardy to ignore your fears.
Fear is a good thing if dealt with in a logical way and confronted as it arises.
Fears need to be eliminated one by one, if possible as they occur, leaving
only those ones that need to be dealt with on the day.
One of my own greatest fears on Everest now is that a number of teams who had
set summit dates for between the 6th and 13th of May have been blocked by the
weather. Our scheduled summit attempt was for between the 16th and 20th May
and pending weather conditions we are on target to go for it then.
As we rest in Dingboche, I'm hoping that some of the other teams are going
to make a break for it, thus reducing the number of teams holding. The Irish
team is in a far better position than larger teams as because of our size we
can move swiftly when the time comes. Our Sherpas and ourselves can move as
an independant team if necessary; we have no one to guide, which maximises
efficiency.
Alternatively, if it works out better, we can join in with a group of teams
going to the summit.
It now looks like Everest will only leave a few opportunities open to reach
her highest point over the next two weeks. My preference would have been to
go for the summit with a maximum of one other team or on our own. This now
looks unlikely as a number of other international and commercial teams are
holding for a break in the weather. This increases the dangers in many ways.
Such dangers include a bottle neck on the upper reaches of Everest, relatively
inexperienced climbers unclipping to get around others. An excessively slow
climb increases the risks of weather changes, oxygen problems and frost bite.
Pre-determined turning times may be ignored as climbers go late to the summit.
Well, these are just a few of the problems that gave me a restless sleep last
night.
Today, as I have breakfast in Dingboche, it all seems distanced. I hold these
thoughts in the back of my mind until I return to Base Camp, 5 miles up the
valley, on May 13th. Some of these issues may have already sorted themselves
out by then. If not, I will address them then, as I realise there is nothing
I can do, until we make the decision to leave Base Camp and go for the summit.
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